Drifting back to Reality

It all started as a dream, a hope. I once thought you can change things if you persist, if you cling on to hope. For that I learn to sacrifice and give, yet nothing changes. I tried to give up on hoping yet, I just keep hoping. Time will change things, including feelings. Yet as time passes I just know something don't change no matter how hard you try. I started to feel tired about this feeling, hoping on things that I believe that no point in hoping. Should I say it is hoping on the hopeless? So I hope that time will change me. Sadly time has yet to change me. I still feels it. So I tried to convince myself. If things really not worth my effort, I will give up. I told myself. So yup I realise that I have told myself that many many times. So I just cannot settle down with my thoughts.(Wavering thoughts) Till now things have yet to change in a fascinating way but at least I take a step to change it. Whether it is successful, time will tell. :) I am trying to drift back to reality, to my normal live and not a life living for others. Live a life free of bondage!

~Knowing what is right is wisdom, Saying what is right is courage, Doing what is right is determination~