Trust
I have been realising that I am lacking of trust... Sometimes when I wanna to believe things my own mind is struggling by itself. Things just get messy in there. I just cannot trust thing so easily. There is always an element of doubt. I really want to get rid of it, the doubt. I will automatically start doubting others intention unwillingly. Is like I wanna trust that person but then the thought of doubt will just come up and and really wanna of get rid of the thought... Sometime I dun even trust my mum... I dunno why is this happening to me, I wanna to trust ppl so much yet I just dunno how to trust them. I just see things too into details that imaginations just fly... rar irritating...
~I am really tired of doubting~